I am brimming with fear. Silly little fears really. When I think backwards and look at my life, everything just kind of falls into place, no matter how daunting the future of that one moment seemed at that time. And like before, it seems to all be falling into place, even if it looks like it is falling apart.

So last night when I felt a little lost and wondered how life would get me out of this one, it delivered me a perfect and unexpected distraction. Which is turning out to be something more interesting as time goes by, but I'm just so grateful to even have what I have right now.

We'll see where this all goes.